Spent countless hours attempting to wrap my mind around what this could be
All I know is that you came along and flipped my emotions in a frenzy
When you reach out to me, my heart skips a beat
I hear your voice and it automatically calms me
I melt in your arms, desolve with your touch
I can't believe that in such a short time I could miss you so much
Your kiss makes me weak
When we are intimate I feel like we are in sync
Like your manhood was crafted especially for me
You melt into my walls as if that's where you were meant to be
I want to let go and embrace you completely
But the very thought of that frightens me
I'm afraid of loving again and not being loved back
Giving all of me and being left to fall flat
Allowing myself to be naked revealing the core of my soul
Only to be left to bare the lost of you all on my own
I've made a decision to not allow my fears to cripple me
To not block the blessing that God has bestowed upon me
I'm goin to let go of my inhibitions to see what this could be
To follow my heart
Letting it run free
Free to feel
Free to love
Free to explore all the possibilities
The endless pleasure
The ups and downs
The smiles and tears
Having you by my side to face my fears
Slowly but surely my layers are peeling
And that's because I just can't shake this feeling.
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